środa, 23 lutego 2011

Never grow up....

Your little hand's wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
You little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night likght
To you everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots
But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dace around in your pjs getting ready for school

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
No one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And ever though you want to
Please try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up

Oh I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
I could still be little
Oh, I don't wanna grow up
Wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to
Please try to never grow up
Oh
Don't you ever grow up
Oh
Never grow up
Just never grow up

"Thank You for everything Mom and Dad. I love You and I wish You are both proud of me...." These are the only words that come to my mind when I hear this song. I just want to cry but I can't beucase I'll miss them more.

I'm the youngest, so my parents were always treating me like a baby, in addition I think they wish I never grown up. Especialy my mom'd like to protect me, so no one could hurt me.

When I'm talking with my fmaily on the skype I look on my old room and check if something has changed.

I remember when I was still in high school and I was doing homework on my bed. I could always say if it's my mom or dad walking up on a staircase. They were laughing about my hearing.....
I maybe don't remember my sisters favorite songs, but I still remember other things that make me laugh.....

Since I'm in the USA I realized that everything I have is nearly gone. I left my whole life behind me when I walked in airplane. My family, friends and even enemies are in Poland, and here I have barely anything.

Sometimes "I wish I never grown up I could still be simple....." but I need to grow up. This was one of the reasons why I came here..... I still sometimes act like a child, but I'm independent. I know what I'm doing and even if not I'm learning on my own mistakes....


I want to say "Thank You" to my parents and my sisters, they helped me to become better person. Thank You also to all of the people who are changing my life right now, I wouldn't be who I'm without all of YOU..... :*

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